We have hired a good friend of ours to nanny Kaylee 3 days a week. I am so happy to have a nanny who I know and know loves Kaylee but it is still bitter sweet to think that soon she will not be coming to work with me everyday, but its time... for both of us.
We knew bringing her to work was temporary and now that she is more mobile, she requires more attention then I can give her at work and she deserves it. There have been days where she plays by herself most of the day cause I am so busy and even though she is ok with it, that is not fair. She should be played with and nurtured. Plus sometimes I leave work on the verge of tears because we have had a particularly hard day and I feel like I have accomplished nothing as far as work goes and then I feel bad because my boss lets me bring her with me and was so patient and understanding with my obscene amount of doctors appointments during my pregnancy that I cant give this job my all and I should. Its going to be hard, but it needs to be done.
